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[swift]

i just started writing, it just came to me for some reason, so here it is:


What is this feeling
i've never experienced it before
now I can't stop thinking
what is it like to be in love

it started when he handed me a paper
a simple paper, after I said thanks, i walked away
now he is in my mind night and day
i don't understand, this can't be !

what is this feeling
i've never experienced it before
now I can't stop thinking
what is it like to be in love

i declined him two times, for two years
I lived in dread the next few years
wondering does he still like me?
I prayed he didn't, but know i wish he still does

What is this feeling?
It;s never been here before
what is this feeling?
its all so new!

Do i go against everything i've built up
I'd have to keep it a secret,
i'd be dead if anyone knew
Taylor was right, Love is difficult, but it's real!

what is this feeling
i've never experienced it before
now I can't stop thinking of him
I think im in Love.....


This is what happens when I get stuck home all alone on a friday night lol

[Vel]

thats pretty good.

[swift]

thanks...ya know,, i would never EVER admit this to my friends, simply because its not me, but this is true...

this kid his mom used to baby sit me and we were best friends, until he was still in Elementry and I was at the middle school. we lost all contact, but when he finally came out to the middle school, i still considered him my friend even though we never talked or anything. Then Valentines day rolled around and hegave meroses..I didn't know how to actso I lied to my mom and told herI bought them for her then gave it to her. The next day his friend came up to me at lunch and asked me out for him...I said no. A year later on Valentines day he sent me something else, I was kind of mad so I gave it to my friend, hoping he would get the point....he did....and i gottold by someone that I hurt his feelings, but I didn't care as long as he left me alone.
the next year, he did leave me alone..I only saw him, never heard from him.
when he went into 8th grade, i went into 9th so i was overjoyed to geta break from him fora year, even though i still worried he liked me.
Now this year came andhe hassaid hi a fewtimes...and ive saidhi back... Then just the other day, (the 11) we had a assembly where everone that recieved apaper, had to stay after to get it. We were both on the High Honor roll and I was waitingfor the crowd to clear so I couldgo find mind, when he came up to me and gave mine to me..he mummbled a few words, but i didn;t hear them. I said thanks and walked away, and now I can't stop thinking of him...

scary