i need to find a way back inside my mind.. | zaire

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[bg=#0c000e] the writing on the grave | I go by Zaire. passed down by the ancestors | I'm a Straight Egyptian Arabian, thank you very much. my DNA says | Mare on this Earth for | 6 years stand up and scream | 15.2 hh this worn canvas I'm a dark bay, in the sun, my coat shimmers and glistens in the sun, sometimes appearing lighter than I really am. waving in the wind | My mane is black as night. following close behind | My tail is just as dark as my mane. windows into the soul | My eyes, they're a murky brown, much like twisting river water. They give away nothing, no emotion and no weakness, such a mystery. splattered across my body | The only markings I have are white socks on three of my legs and the usual black tips of a bay. to win this war My alliance? I'm Neutral, a loner. the past is far behind The wind sweeps by a shadowy figure, a twisting mane and tail wave in the air. Rain falls down in heavy sheets, pelting those who are in it's path. In the clearing, the shadowed figure just stands there, as if all of the had been licked up from it's soul. Below it, on the ground, another figure rests, the chilling moonlight reveals a bloodied scene. A stream of blood flows, a lifeless horse rested on the ground, caked with blood and wounds cover it's body. The standing horse bends it's long neck down, eyes moist with tears, and gently nudges the lifeless form on the crimson-painted grass. "I'll never forget you, my love," a feminine voice whispers. "You will be revenged." -- Zaire never speaks of her past, for reasons unknown. One can only guess. But the truth is, she never speaks of it because she's afraid to bring the memories back up to the surface. She really isn't strong as she may seem when it comes to speaking about her past. Inside, she's broken. She thinks her heart can never be fixed, but perhaps there is one who can figure out the long puzzle and put the pieces together. Maybe... Zaire never looked up to her mother like a real daughter should, she didn't think of her mother as being a mom. From the start, her mother hated the little filly, starving her of milk from time to time and biting her and kicking her viciously. It was amazing that the bay filly survived through her childhood. She never knew her father, and she probably never will. As soon as she was old enough to leave her abusive mother, she took off in search of freedom. Soon, she was happy, escaping from her past and starting a new life. She fell in love with a beautiful black stallion and was thinking about having a foal. But then, one dreadful night she found her love laying in a field, bleeding to death. He was dead by the time she got to him and this ripped her to shreds, she couldn't even say goodbye. After that night, she had shut herself down. She didn't talk to anybody, she became a shadow. And that's why she is who she is today. more than what meets the eye | Due to her rather ugly past, Zaire has a intriguing personality. She want to banish the loneliness from her life, however, she can can never find the courage to let anyone close. As soon as someone gets too close, she'll push away, fearing love and friendship. Because of this, she stands away, in the shadows and simply watches the beautiful life before her, not thinking that her own could be beautiful too. Some think of her as a lost soul with a broken heart. Indeed, she is but after facing her past challenges in life, it has hardened her. Her heart is rock strong, she's a survivor and will do anything to save herself, or a friend. Although being a suvivor may sound funny because she lives in a rather lifeless state, she truly is. Her heart has kept a little spark for a long time, but only she can ignite it and she hasn't had the strength to do so yet. Zaire is extremely intelligent and wise for her rather young age. Noticing the little things and life, she strives to find out who someone really is. Reading their body language, trying to find out the way the think and why they act like they do. Noticing the small things, she usually answers these questions quickly, there's not much you can hide from her. And if you do become her friend, she will be forever loyal and faithful to you, even if you aren't. She keeps a thousand secrets, but she can keep your's too. This one would be a good friend to have, even if she pushes you away.

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