why i've been away

[.r e e d.]

Hey babes, I figured I owe you all as to why I've been absent for so long.

To be blunt, my mother married a man who I don't have a great history with for his money, and moved away to another state. I had the option to go with her, or stay. Of course I stayed for the obvious; my friends, my cattle, my horses, my family, my school. I moved in with my dad, who I don't really have a relationship with at all. at all.

My brother stayed with me here for a while, but he doesn't get along with our dad because they're too much alike, and other reasons. So he moved out with my mom and left me, but we didn't really get along so that's fine.

I've been recovering, in a way, and picked up painting and writing to keep myself busy. I've also been spending more time with my cattle, horses and grandparents since I'm closer and have more access. I love it.

I've also lacked muse for this site badly. I'll try to write posts, but it just doesn't come, and I hate to make shitty posts. So I give up.



But anyway, I'm doing better, still busy and preoccupied, but I'm going to try to get back on here and get to roleplaying again because I do miss it. God I miss it. xD

I'm going to kill off characters and bring new in because I need a change of plots. I'm also changing up my land.

I've missed you all so badly, and I'm glad to be back if you all will have me x

tox .x

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[Vel]

I love you tein <3

[L Y N X !]

Aww Tox baby :c Man that sucks, and I'm sorry D: