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Post by OH HAI SPI! on Apr 7, 2010 11:15:16 GMT -5
Spirit i don't want to wake up one day and not remember what time erased [/font][/CENTER] Spirit trotted through the very familiar territory. It was like her home now. Except she didn't have a mate, nor did she have her foals that died during birth. But she had Vodka, her filly who was quickly growing up. But she was doing alright now, she couldn't complain. She laughed as she thought about how much she had hated Hannibal, now she didn't want to live without him. But he already had a mate. That was fine though. He was just a friend. But she couldn't help but feel more for him.
The ebony friesian arab cross stopped at the edge of the clearing to nibble on some of the tall green grass. The sun was starting to descend, meaning it was late afternoon. But the sky was a bright beautiful blue color, and it was cloudless. The sun felt warm as it soaked into her skin. It was just a beautiful day.
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Post by big daddy lizzeh. on Apr 7, 2010 12:47:18 GMT -5
lying close to you, hearing your heart beating, and i'm wondering
what you're dreaming, wondering if its me you're seeing. [/i] With the sun setting upon Inferno, Hannibal walked through the trees, away from where he had left Tuula. If the Era mare wanted to leave, he didn't care, he wanted nothing else to do with her right now. The hell-hound was having second thoughts on being back on Earth; perhaps he should talk to the Devil and see if he could just leave forever. Besides, he wasn't going to take revenge on his family. After talking to Tuula, his whole outlook on their lives, and his own, seemed to change. A new horse had been reborn inside the hell-hound, a heart seeming to try and replace the empty place within the hell-horse's chest.
His mind wandered away from his former mate's future, and onto another mare - Spirit. Where was she? What was she doing/thinking? Flicking his ears slightly, the stallion halted within the trees. As if his question had been answered, he could smell the mare upon the air. Smiling softly, the painted horse moved forward, out of the trees, near where Spirit was standing. With the sun setting, it showered Spirit with it's light, and Hannibal - for once in his miserable existance - thought something was beautiful. The sunlight upon the mare's coat made it sparkle and Hannibal couldn't help but let a soft nicker escape him.
Stepping toward the mare who had been so loyal to him, he flared his nostrils slightly, trying to see if she was a mirage or real. As soon as his nose touched her neck, however, he knew that his eyes, nor the sun, was playing tricks on him. "Spirit, I missed you," he said softly. And it was true. All the time he was with Tuula, or any other horse, the thought of the lovely mare in front of him was across his mind, and now that she was here, it made him happy. "I can't keep living this life of pain, my dear. I can't live as a Dark any longer. I must redeem myself." Why was he talking as such? And would Spirit think he was going mad? Perhaps she had seen it all this time, that her beloved Hannibal, was not the Dark he once was. [/color] character. HANNIBAL lyrics. I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING by AEROSMITH template. LIZZEH 2010 [/i][/font][/center][/size][/blockquote]
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Post by OH HAI SPI! on Apr 7, 2010 13:11:52 GMT -5
Spirit i don't want to wake up one day and not remember what time erased [/font][/CENTER] Spirit heard a soft nicker, and she quickly raised her head up to see who it was. why, it was hannibal. she felt his muzzle touch her neck, and now she felt truly happy. She had been doing alright, but whenever he was around, it was perfect. ' I missed you too, Hannibal.. ' She said softly. A day didn't go by when she didn't think of him. He was the only one she ever really loved, but since he had a mate there was no use in saying 'i love you' But she was sure he already knew her feelings. It was obvious she loved him.
"I can't keep living this life of pain, my dear. I can't live as a Dark any longer. I must redeem myself." Spirit hadn't ever really seen him as a true dark. Of course he did force her, but still she never saw him a dark. Besides she had a beautiful filly, so it turned out alright in the end. ' Hannibal. ' She said looking at him. ' I never saw you as a dark. ' A smile fell upon her face. She didn't think he needed to changed. She knew he already had. And she loved him just as he was. But if he believe he still needed a change she would stand by him the entire time, whether he changed for better or for worse.
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Post by big daddy lizzeh. on Apr 7, 2010 13:55:47 GMT -5
lying close to you, hearing your heart beating, and i'm wondering
what you're dreaming, wondering if its me you're seeing. [/i] See? She never saw you as a dark. Oh, shut up already. Seriously.
Hannibal let a small smile cross his maw, and he nuzzled into Spirit's neck once again. "Well, I'm glad you think that, dear. Though, I have always been a Dark. I have to change my ways; I have to not be mean to everyone." Why he thought like this, he didn't even know, but he knew he had to change something about how he was. The painted stallion didn't want to go back to Hell with the Devil, it wasn't a pleasant place down there, and he couldn't be with those he loved - even if that only one was Spirit. Ears flicked slightly, and he withdrew his nose from the mare's neck.
"I hate being who I am now. I wish I never did anything that I have done." His blue eyes were sad, as he looked down a the ground, scoffing a hoof gently over it. Nostrils quivered, as if he were about to cry, though he didn't look like it. Eyes went back up to the mare before him, and he snorted. "What do you suppose we do, love?" character. HANNIBAL lyrics. I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING by AEROSMITH template. LIZZEH 2010 [/i][/font][/center][/size][/blockquote][/color]
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Post by OH HAI SPI! on Apr 7, 2010 14:12:52 GMT -5
Spirit i don't want to wake up one day and not remember what time erased [/font][/CENTER] Spirit felt sorry for hannibal. but she really truly believe you could change. and that he would. it must be horrible where he came from. He must have felt so alone. ' well darling, i believe you can change, and that you can be nice to everyone .' She said smiling up at him. He had always been fairly nice to her. He certainly could be nice to everyone else too.
' i don't.. ' She said softly. She loved him the way he was. He couldn't do anything to make her hate him. ' oh hannibal, that can't be true. you can't hate everything you've ever done. ' She thought of Vodka, she had turned out to be.. perfect. And she liked having the little ones around. they were so innocent, and sweet. She was quite upset when the twins had passed away. ' whatever you want hanni .' she teased. she didn't really know what to say. she was just so thrilled to see him again. she smiled and nuzzled his neck.
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Post by big daddy lizzeh. on Apr 8, 2010 10:52:40 GMT -5
lying close to you, hearing your heart beating, and i'm wondering
what you're dreaming, wondering if its me you're seeing. [/i] So you're going to change? And what about me? You think you can just back out of our deal? I never had a deal with you in the first place, now go away.
Hannibal let a warm smile cross his maw, and he nuzzled Spirit's neck once again. "Spirit, I know how you feel about me. I know you think Tuula is still my mate," he pulled his muzzle away from her neck, and flared his nostrils slightly. "However, the latter of the two isn't correct. Her and I are no longer together, she is Marut's mate, and I have no one." His blue eyes went up to the sky above, and he paused in his little speech, trying to find the exact words that he was wanting to say to her. "I guess, what I'm trying to say is that you're more of my mate than anyone else. I love you, Spirit, and I'm not kidding about that. I want us to stay together for the rest of our lives." The stallion's ears twitched ever so slightly, and he looked back to Spirit, wondering what she would say.
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Post by OH HAI SPI! on Apr 10, 2010 17:05:57 GMT -5
Spirit i don't want to wake up one day and not remember what time erased [/font][/CENTER] Spirit looked away when he said "Spirit, I know how you feel about me. I know you think Tuula is still my mate," Unfortunatly it was true. She really believed it. She thought that now since he was back he'd want to be with Tuula but apparently that wasn't true. "However, the latter of the two isn't correct. Her and I are no longer together, she is Marut's mate, and I have no one." Spirit felt sorry. It was hard having no one. No mate, no friends even. All she really had was Vodka. But she was growing up quickly. But she had never had a mate so it was different. At one time Hannibal had seemed to have it all, land, a mate, absolutely everything. But she loved him none the less.
Spirit was surprised, and excited. She never thought she'd hear him say what he just did. "I guess, what I'm trying to say is that you're more of my mate than anyone else. I love you, Spirit, and I'm not kidding about that. I want us to stay together for the rest of our lives." Her dark orbs looked up into his eyes. Her heart felt like it never had before. She loved him more than anything and she wanted them to be together forever. ' oh hannibal ' She cried. ' I love you too, i love you more than anything. And I too want us to live together forever. ' She touched his neck with her neck. She finally felt, happy. This was what she wanted, a mate. Not just anyone, but Hannibal. She'd stick by his side no matter what. she would never leave him.
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Post by big daddy lizzeh. on Apr 12, 2010 13:19:14 GMT -5
lying close to you, hearing your heart beating, and i'm wondering
what you're dreaming, wondering if its me you're seeing. [/i] Listening to Spirit's words, Hannibal continued to rub his muzzle against her neck gently, obviously enjoying being in her company once again. "After everything between the Era herd and Orpheus' herd dies down, we'll make peace with Tuula's new herd. Then you and I can roam Isola, if you wish, and live together until the day we die," he smiled happily at her, his tail flicking slowly behind his body. He moved his muzzle along her back gently, nostrils quivering ever so slightly. "How about we have another foal, Spirit? I know Vodka is getting older, and I would really like a foal that we could raise together."
Was he really suggesting this? He wasn't even sure that he would be able to be there to see it born, let alone help Spirit along in her pregnancy. Flicking his ears slightly, blue eyes went to Spirit's face, wondering what she would say. That was one thing the Devil didn't take away in claiming his soul, the ability to produce offspring. Perhaps this baby wouldn't look like his firey side. character. HANNIBAL lyrics. I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING by AEROSMITH template. LIZZEH 2010 [/i][/font][/center][/size][/blockquote][/color]
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Post by OH HAI SPI! on Apr 12, 2010 16:41:35 GMT -5
Spirit i don't want to wake up one day and not remember what time erased [/font][/CENTER] Spirit felt his maw rubbing her neck. this felt like a dream. She never thought they'd be together, ever. "After everything between the Era herd and Orpheus' herd dies down, we'll make peace with Tuula's new herd. Then you and I can roam Isola, if you wish, and live together until the day we die," Spirit nodded. She liked the idea of coming back and finally having a place to call home, and a person to call a mate. ' I'd like that ' She said looking up into his eyes.
"How about we have another foal, Spirit? I know Vodka is getting older, and I would really like a foal that we could raise together." Spirit was nervous, a bit afraid. the last two foals, died. she could have too. she would have liked to. she felt so lost, and he wasn't there. just like with vodka. But hannibal changed, right? what if Hannibal wasn't allowed to come back? She'd be stuck, pregnant, and alone. but at least it wouldn't have been the first time. ' hannibal ' she whispered. ' i'd like to. i'd love to. but what if you leave me again? and what if this time i pass away during child birth? what if this foal dies too? i'm just not sure i want to do this now ' Spirit was afraid of losing the foal, or her life. but she really did want another foal. she started thinking about it, maybe she would change her mind.
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Post by big daddy lizzeh. on Apr 20, 2010 10:34:05 GMT -5
lying close to you, hearing your heart beating, and i'm wondering
what you're dreaming, wondering if its me you're seeing. [/i] Hannibal could sense the fear radiating off the mare, and his ears flicked ever so slightly at this. Was she really that scared to have another foal? True, he hadn't been there when his last foals were born; he hadn't planned on that. Eyes went to the ground, feeling quite bad now, knowing he wasn't the greatest father figure in the world. But he wanted to change. He wanted to show that he could change. "I understand, Spirit. Whatever you choose, I'll be happy with."
He let a small smile cross his maw, but he still felt bad about leaving her. Nostrils quivered, and he let his eyes drift away from the mare, out toward the lands of Inferno. character. HANNIBAL lyrics. I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING by AEROSMITH template. LIZZEH 2010 [/i][/font][/center][/size][/blockquote][/color]
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Post by OH HAI SPI! on May 23, 2010 16:33:39 GMT -5
Spirit i don't want to wake up one day and not remember what time erased [/font][/CENTER] Spirit was a bit shocked when he didn't try to force or anything like he had done before. maybe he was truely sorry about the things he had done before maybe he was really changing for the better. she was frightened to have another foal, but if hannibal would be there it wouldn't seem quite so scary. she watched his gaze shift from her towards inferno. she looked at him and allowed a smile to form on her maw. ' but ' she paused thinking over her words carefully. ' if you promise to stick around this time then i'll consider it ' in other words it was a yes, if he would stay with her.
she really loved him, even when he had treated her like dirt she had managed to see past it. she knew there was some good buried deep inside him. he just had to realize it. she loved him even more now that he wasn't quite so heartless.
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Post by big daddy lizzeh. on May 23, 2010 17:13:29 GMT -5
lying close to you, hearing your heart beating, and i'm wondering
what you're dreaming, wondering if its me you're seeing. [/i] Ears flicked slightly, as Spirit spoke, and Hannibal shifted ever so slightly. Of course, he wanted to be there, but what if he wasn't? What if he wasn't allowed to come back? His eyes went to the ground, and he sighed. Maybe him suggesting them having a child wasn't the best idea. "Well, Spirit.. what if I can't come back? What if I have to stay like this forever? I don't want our children like me. I'm a monster, and there shouldn't be anything else like me on this Earth."
Worry reflected in his blue eyes, as he stared at the mare he loved, his ears flicked back ever so slightly. Nostrils quivered, as his mind kept rethinking about what he was saying. Was he really wanting this? Did he really want to put Spirit through this again? Was he even sure that he was going to be staying? character. HANNIBAL lyrics. I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING by AEROSMITH template. LIZZEH 2010 [/i][/center][/size][/blockquote][/color]
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Post by OH HAI SPI! on Jun 10, 2010 19:52:50 GMT -5
Spirit i don't want to wake up one day and not remember what time erased [/font][/CENTER] she wished with all she had in her that he would be able to stay. she didn't see the monster in him, she never had seen him as a monster even though at times she really should have. there was just something about him that always made her like him, and always would. she loved him. it was that simple. well, love can never really be simple as she was seeing now. ' but what if you can come back, and what if you come back looking differently. your not a monster, and whats wrong with another thing like you on this earth. i love you, surely the foal would find someone to love him. i would... ' she said softly.
she looked at the ground as she usually did when she was nervous. her black colored ears were pressed forward waiting for any reply. she wanted another piece of hannibal she didn't know where vodka was and she had lost the twins. it was hard not having the ones she loved close. it was even harder knowing she wasn't going to see the twins again. and she thought she would never see hannibal ever again. as for vodka she figured she would see her again, and she hoped it would be soon.
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Post by big daddy lizzeh. on Jun 10, 2010 22:26:47 GMT -5
You are always so positive, Spirit. That is what I love about you. No matter how down someone can be, you always can make them smile, and with that, a smile crossed the stallion's maw. He rubbed his nose against her neck, and he flared his nostrils slightly. Right now, I really wish we weren't in these lands. Let us leave my son alone. I've caused him enough trouble as it is. The painted stallion turned, heading off toward the border of Inferno lands. What he had in mind... he didn't know. [/font] ooc. I have a thread open in Felwood, if you could post there. (: lyrics. Because this was such a short post, it doesn't deserve any!! MUWAHAHA. character. hannibal [/blockquote]
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